我在农村的县城长大,父亲和母亲靠打工生活,已经忙碌了一辈子。他们常说,钱要慢慢挣,日子才踏实。大学毕业以来,我在外地租过好几间屋子,却从没真正把哪一间当成家。去年我终于在城边买下一套小房子,准备简单装修。
wǒ zài nóngcūn de xiàn chéng zhǎng dà, fù qīn hé mǔ qīn kào dǎ gōng shēng huó, yǐ jīng máng lù le yíbèizi。 tā men cháng shuō, qián yào màn màn zhèng, rì zi cái tà shí。 dà xué bì yè yǐlái, wǒ zài wài dì zū guò hǎo jǐ jiān wū zi, què cóng méi zhēn zhèng bǎ nǎ yī jiān dāng chéng jiā。 qù nián wǒ zhōng yú zài chéng biān mǎi xià yī tào xiǎo fáng zi, zhǔn bèi jiǎn dān zhuāngxiū。
I grew up in a county town in the countryside. My father and mother made their living doing wage work and had been busy for a lifetime; they often said money should be earned slowly, so that life could be steady. Since graduating from university, I had rented several places away from home but had never truly called one a home. Last year I finally bought a small flat on the edge of the city and planned a simple renovation.
搬家的日子,父亲先锁好旧家的门,又陪我坐长途汽车来到新房;一进门,他就坚决不让我动手。他说我一路累了,先去卧室休息。临睡前,他悄悄把被子晒过,又铺好床;母亲推开窗,一股灰尘迎面扑来,她笑着擦起来,又开灯看看哪里还不够亮。
bān jiā de rì zi, fù qīn xiān suǒ hǎo jiù jiā de mén, yòu péi wǒ zuò chángtú qì chē lái dào xīn fáng; yī jìn mén, tā jiù jiānjué bù ràng wǒ dòng shǒu。 tā shuō wǒ yī lù lèi le, xiān qù wòshì xiū xī。 lín shuì qián, tā qiāoqiāo bǎ bèizi shài guò, yòu pū hǎo chuáng; mǔ qīn tuī kāi chuāng, yī gǔ huīchén yíng miàn pū lái, tā xiào zhe cā qǐ lái, yòu kāi dēng kàn kàn nǎ lǐ hái bù gòu liàng。
On the day we moved, my father first locked the door of the old home and then accompanied me by long-distance bus to the new flat. As soon as we entered, he firmly refused to let me lift anything. He told me that I was tired from the journey and should rest in the bedroom. Before bed, he quietly aired the quilt and made the bed. My mother pushed the window open and a cloud of dust rushed towards her; she laughed and began wiping, then turned on the lights to see what was not bright enough.
这间屋子以前断过两次水,墙角也有灰尘;父亲拿来一套工具,母亲从袋子里拿出钥匙,钥匙上还系着一串彩色绳结;她先试柜门,再试阳台门。她说装修要简单,价钱适中才好。太贵的话,花费就不得了;住得干净、冬天不冷、水管也不会冻住、夏天有风吹进来就好。
zhè jiān wū zi yǐ qián duàn guò liǎng cì shuǐ, qiáng jiǎo yě yǒu huīchén; fù qīn ná lái yī tào gōng jù, mǔ qīn cóng dài zi lǐ ná chū yào shi, yào shi shàng hái xì zhe yī chuàn cǎi sè shéng jié; tā xiān shì guì mén, zài shì yáng tái mén。 tā shuō zhuāngxiū yào jiǎn dān, jià qián shì zhōng cái hǎo。 tài guì de huà, huā fèi jiù bùdéliǎo; zhù dé gàn jìng、 dōng tiān bù lěng、 shuǐ guǎn yě bù huì dòng zhù、 xià tiān yǒu fēng chuī jìn lái jiù hǎo。
This room had lost its water supply twice before, and dust still lay in the corners. My father brought a set of tools, while my mother took keys from her bag, with a string of colourful knots tied to them; she tried the cupboard door and then the balcony door. She said the renovation should be simple and reasonably priced; if it became too expensive, the cost would be enormous. It only had to be clean, warm enough in winter, with pipes that would not freeze, and able to let a summer breeze blow in.
夜里,来做客的是姑姑,舅舅跟着姥姥,三人带来一阵笑声。舅舅喝了两杯,有些醉,却仍夸父母手脚快;姑姑则想象我以后怎样做饭、读书。父亲微笑着听,却强烈地感受到孩子已经长大:有了自己的门锁,他也该学会退一步。
yè lǐ, lái zuò kè de shì gūgu, jiùjiu gēn zhe lǎolao, sān rén dài lái yī zhèn xiào shēng。 jiùjiu hē le liǎng bēi, yǒu xiē zuì, què réng kuā fù mǔ shǒu jiǎo kuài; gūgu zé xiǎngxiàng wǒ yǐ hòu zěn yàng zuò fàn、 dú shū。 fù qīn wēixiào zhe tīng, què qiángliè dì gǎnshòu dào hái zi yǐ jīng zhǎng dà: yǒu le zì jǐ de mén suǒ, tā yě gāi xué huì tuì yī bù。
At night, my aunt came as a guest, with my uncle following my maternal grandmother; the three brought a burst of laughter. My uncle had a couple of drinks and was slightly drunk, yet still praised my parents for working quickly; my aunt imagined how I would cook and read there. My father listened with a smile, but felt acutely that his child had grown up: she had a key to a home of her own, and he had to learn to step back.
第二天清晨,我看见窗帘轻轻飘,厨房里暖暖的。母亲说她只想让我回家时立刻觉得温暖;父亲却背过身去流泪。那一刻我才明白,父母不必住进我的屋子,也能把爱铺在每一个角落;他们替我留下一盏不必解释的灯,让我在夜里知道家在哪里,也让远道而来的朋友愿意坐下来喝一杯热茶。
dì èr tiān qīng chén, wǒ kàn jiàn chuāng lián qīng qīng piāo, chú fáng lǐ nuǎn nuǎn de。 mǔ qīn shuō tā zhǐ xiǎng ràng wǒ huí jiā shí lìkè jué dé wēnnuǎn; fù qīn què bèi guò shēn qù liú lèi。 nà yī kè wǒ cái míng bái, fù mǔ bù bì zhù jìn wǒ de wū zi, yě néng bǎ ài pū zài měi yī gè jiǎo luò; tā men tì wǒ liú xià yī zhǎn bù bì jiě shì de dēng, ràng wǒ zài yè lǐ zhī dào jiā zài nǎ lǐ, yě ràng yuǎn dào ér lái de péng yǒu yuàn yì zuò xià lái hē yī bēi rè chá。
The next morning I saw the curtains drifting gently and the kitchen glowing warmly. My mother said she only wanted me to feel warm the moment I came home; my father turned away and cried. Only then did I understand that parents do not have to live in their child's home to spread their love through every corner. They had left me a lamp that needed no explanation, so I would know where home was at night and visiting friends from afar would feel welcome to sit down for hot tea.